Brain Throw Up: Been Holding It In Too Long

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Lol

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21:38

I went on Myspace today

Its weird looking at your past.

I was so awkward, so wrapped up in a toxic relationship. I was so naive and weird and uncomfortable in my own skin. I look at who I was then, and I feel weird. I’m mad at myself for not having a backbone. I let my relationship come first. I spent almost all my time with Mike, and not nearly as much as I should have with Alex and Cathy. They are my everything. How could I do that to them? I can’t let guys come first. Aja is right. I am one of those girls who needs to be in a relationship. I love having someone love me that way, but it feels so wrong to be like that. I will say I have grown a lot during this relationship with Jeremy. I love him. I’m in love with him. However, my friends have been coming first, and that’s how it should’ve been. It should have always been that way. I did it with Mike, Alex, and Ryan though. I let boys take over. This time its different though. With Jeremy, I don’t need to be with him all the time. I don’t need to be texting him 24/7. I don’t need to talk to him everyday to be satisfied with how our relationship is. I do miss him when I don’t see him for a while, but my friends are my friends. They’ve been there for me through thick and thin and I can’t forget that. Especially Alex. I feel guilty for doing that to her. She’s dealt with all the bullshit of my life and I always put guys first. I love her so much. I really do. Whenever something worth telling about happens, she’s the first person I tell. Always. She is the first person, and usually the only person, that comes to mind. It might sounds weird, but I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Not in a partnership, but in an unbreakable friendship.

Note to self:
BE STRONG! You do NOT need some guy in your life to be happy. Please, please, PLEASE remember that. Things will suck at first, but you can pull through it. You have to prove that to yourself. You can do it.

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